ATLANTA
In this new city,
I find my way to “hidden treasures,”
well, I try, at least
My journeys to get to places seem
distorted and difficult right now
However, once I arrive,
I am able to feel the importance
of getting to a new place
I almost don’t recognize myself in the mirror of this cafe
I look over and gaze at this person
who almost feels like a stranger,
or a distant friend, at least
Acting in the Space Between
The spine of someone’s current read says this
The words are a soft, lime green
We are all at this one long table
They talk, I write
Daylight hovers over us all
as the tall windows loom tall above us
“Don’t get too informed”
I remind myself
not to get so informed
of what’s happening in the world
that I am not carelessly and carefully exploring what will bring me into glorious miracles
Not to get too wrapped up in what is not real
to release and keep on moving
at my own pace
even when it means moving away from anyone I trail beside
India. Arie’s voice booms through the speakers
and now…I am very glad I’ve come here
The journey is always so worth it
Always so amazing
Don’t give up
It’s normal to feel unworthy when you are practicing,
trailing a journey of your very own
I am not always sure-footed,
but I do believe
Voices in the cafe begin to drown everything out
“Brown skin, you know I love your brown skin”
India’s voice fades out of the speakers
My brown skin never fades
It remains,
always <3